Welcome

Welcome
The name of my blog is the blackside of my life, but a little detail doesn't match with this.
I dont have the whiteside of life
The life is cruel
I lost my mother because she doesn't want me.
My father tell me: smiling, the life is happy. But he doesn't know, I suffering and a little part of me die every day.
My sister is crazy.
I lost all my friends. I'm alone.
My best friend is dead
My boys friend quit me for another girls better than me.
Love doesn't exist.
The life is too hard for me.

# Posté le dimanche 16 novembre 2008 20:16

I Try to believe that tomorrow will be better than today. But I lost my hope, for believe another time again.

I Try to believe that tomorrow will be better than today. But I lost my hope, for believe another time again.







The reality of things can sometimes shock us.

# Posté le dimanche 16 novembre 2008 19:40

Monday 17 November 2008

The sky is grey today
I have even more the taste of disappear than usually.
The temperature affects myself ,I think.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter.
I want to sleep but I'm sleepless
My only hope is .. suicide.


# Posté le dimanche 16 novembre 2008 23:23

Modifié le samedi 10 janvier 2009 03:04

Wednesday, 19 november 2008

Wednesday, 19 november 2008
Days doesn't seem to change.
You ask me to stay with you.
But i'm not enough strong.
The past does remember my pain.

# Posté le mercredi 19 novembre 2008 18:11

Modifié le mercredi 19 novembre 2008 18:24

and if tomorrow you see my eyes, you could watch my pain and That I love you to die ...

and if tomorrow you see my eyes, you could watch my pain and That I love you to die ...
Only one person could change my choice
But this person, doesn't care of me
And me I love this guy ...

# Posté le mercredi 19 novembre 2008 18:22